Archive for January, 2003

Filed Under (General) by Sarah on January-29-2003

I think I’m going to attend the L’Abri conference in Rochester next weekend.



Filed Under (General) by Sarah on January-29-2003

I had a job interview today with a company that operates quite a number of homes for mentally disabled adults in the area. At this point in time I’d much rather work part-time for a book or music store, but none seem to be hiring, and as I have a considerable amount of experience in social work it’s pretty easy for me to get a job in a group home — it also pays well, which is nice. Oddly, I ran into a friend from junior high and high school that was also interviewing for the company. I hadn’t seen her in years. The interview process took three hours. I read most of Henry James’ Daisy Miller in-between the various tests to which they subjected me. One was an intelligence test sort of reminiscent of the SATs one takes in school. Two of them were rather boggling personality tests. These are some of the questions that stumped or amused me.

I sometimes feel like smashing things. (T/F)

This question was asked on the first test, and was asked three times on the second test (which contained 434 questions!). I was so mentally drained by the second test and I really wasn’t sure what to put anymore. I can’t remember a time in recent memory that I’ve ever been so incensed as to feel like smashing things. However, sometimes I do feel like smashing things — shattering glass and television sets being smashed look mighty neat and often are aesthetically pleasing given the right setting. Kill Your TV; David Letterman throwing televisions and stereos off the tops of buildings in New York City, you know?

I would enjoy smuggling items into a country. (T/F)

Sometimes I get the wanderlust and feel that if I don’t start moving I will be very sad. (T/F)

Whoa. The test knew the word “wanderlust.” I wonder how many people who take the test actually are familiar with the word.

I hate people. (T/F)

People hate me. (T/F)

I hate myself and I want to die.(T/F)

I worry what others think about me. (T/F)

One whom does not vote is a bad citizen. (T/F)

I will never amount to anything. (T/F)

I have violent dreams. (T/F)

I often wake up crying. (T/F)

I prefer Lincoln to Washington. (T/F)

I have a fascination with fire. (T/F)

I answered yes. I hope this doesn’t mean they think I’m going to burn the house down.

I enjoy teasing and being mean to animals. (T/F)

When I was a child the people I most respected and felt the closest to were female. (T/F)

I would enjoy being a racecar driver. (T/F)

I sometimes feel sadness when really clever criminals get caught. (T/F)

It is always unacceptable to be intoxicated at a party. (T/F)

I often skipped class and pretended to be sick in high school. (T/F)

I would enjoy bluffing my way into an exclusive club or party. (T/F)

There should be stricter fines for traffic violations. (T/F)

These are just some of the ones I can manage to remember — this was clearly the oddest and craziest test I’ve ever taken. I think I got the job provided those tests don’t bookmark me as a psycho — they said they were going to do a criminal check, a credit check, and a reference check (however, no fingerprint-taking) and get back to me within the week. I suppose it no longer matters as The State already has my fingerprints on file. I’m rather wary of this — sure, I’m certainly not intending to commit any crimes, but this definitely complicates things in the event a rare circumstance arises when I must needs flout the government. I guess any law breaking I do will have to be premeditated. Maybe I should stash a pair of gloves in the dashboard compartment.

After the interview the old friend and I went out to lunch and caught up on things. She had just returned from a six month DTS with YWAM in Fiji and is living back with her parents. We talked a good amount about how neither of us ever has anything to do (and have become quite well-acquainted to this do-nothing lifestyle) and consequently rarely take leave of our houses, as we have both become so accustomed to them. In fact, we stayed at the restaurant for four hours precisely because of this absurd problem. Time to kill. Underachievers of the world unite, that is, if you can muster enough motivation.

I’ve not had a job since I moved home last August. However, the break has been sort of nice, as most of my college career I’ve worked full-time and been a full-time student.



Filed Under (General) by Sarah on January-28-2003

I think the most interesting thing about the State of the Union Address this evening was watching which senators and congressmen declined to give standing ovations to certain statements Bush II made. Oft times the whole left side of the room was enthusiastically on its feet while the whole left side was sitting still, a few of its members clapping hands and looking nervously around.



Filed Under (General) by Sarah on January-28-2003

After class I went to the record store, splurged, and bought some new releases: Lou Reed’s The Raven, ZWAN’s Mary Star of the Sea, and Bonnie ‘Prince’ Billy’s Master and Everyone. Almost bought The Delgados’ Hate, but got a hold of myself.

A rather comical occurrence took place at the register. I was trying to figure out what was different (besides the price) about the two-disc special edition of The Raven and the regular edition. The girl behind the counter was stumped as well. In-between talk about what the difference might in fact be, we conversed about recent shows and releases. She called across the room to another employee to spin a disc that was more energised, and that she was getting tired of listening to Bonnie ‘Prince’ Billy.

I immediately gasped while she simultaneously froze.

For two seconds she remained that way — starring off into space, a world unto herself — and then looked at me, sheepishly.

“This isn’t Bonnie ‘Prince’ Billy.” The realisation hit her like a nightmare. “This is the Red House Painters. Song three off of Songs for a Blue Guitar. I’m so embarrassed. You see, I only managed one hour of sleep last night…”

I smiled understandingly, and told her it was okay. One hour of sleep isn’t much, all things considered. She had nothing to fear, I was the only one in hearing distance, and I certainly wasn’t going to tell anyone.

She thanked me.

I think Hornby’s High Fidelity (the book and the film) certainly documented the culture and politics of music elitists in record shoppes very well. At the same time, it seems to have simultaneously catalysed the antics of such an admittedly absurd culture.

I’ve decided that A Midsummer Night’s Dream is best read as a comedy, as it makes for rather a poor tragedy, all things considered. However, the darker and tragical aspects of the play certainly make for a more interesting read, which is likely why most renditions of late have focused more on the troubling aspects, rather than the comical and carefree. Of course, the rise of militant feminism probably contributed the currently common interpretation of the play as an example of oppressed women and maladjusted love, as well.



Filed Under (General) by Sarah on January-28-2003